I'm really trying my best to forget the past hurts. i told myself that u are completely different from her. And stop thinkin negatively. but i jus can't help it and i don't know why. It was a reflex action..and i can't stop it.

i keep telling myself and repeating that u would'nt do anything that will hurt me. but it seems hard..Hai, trust me i will throw away the past and stop those negative thinking. i guess i jus need some time to adjust to it..Anyway, i did'nt meant to disappoint u last nite. i'm so sorry..hai, i am sure that was my fault =) hmm, don't know wat to say le. jus hope u cheer up k? i will do my best to forget it. that's bitch anyway.